Wednesday, February 4, 2009

my version of Hijrah

We sang Auld Lang Syne and said goodbye to 2008. 1430H came in and we had our bubur Asyura in the month of Muharram. We even had eaten kilos (at least i had) of honey oranges and baby mandarins to usher in the Chinese New Year. Well said, doesnt matter in which calendar we're in, we will always have new/renew resolutions for every new year that comes. While other people were celebrating their New Year, I was occupied, searching and shopping hi-low for better opportunities. In the end, everybody at the faculty was very uncontented with my decision, but I sticked to it anyway. I do really hope people around me will always be supportive with my future endevours and try to understand my worse-case scenario. This coming 10.02.2009 marks the start of my very own Good year. This is not my ultimate working place, but I'm going in with new vision and mission.. chewahh.. I'm migrating from my green-public university to a cekik-darah private university.. over the table, some people call me 'crazy-frog', suka lompat sana sini... what more when I bridge the university's contract, I owe them, tambah hutang lagi.. well, crazy I am.. hahaha.. I always have this lunatic force which urges me to do crazy things.. I always pray that God will always give me His guidance to people like me. Friends (actually, none of my friends from u*m know that I do blog, and I guess I will have to reveal this entry esok lusa to them) as I told you earlier, it might not be the best decision, but it's the wisest that I could think of at this moment. PhD is not everything to me, not anymore. Not that I will totally abandon my work, but I will be much more happier to continue my write up some where else, where there is less pressure (but of course more work awaiting.. doohh). Most importantly, I need to move on and get a secured (and lavish sedikit) life (also).. heheh.. I might not be able to sit down at the cafe to have breakfast or lunch together anymore, but I say we will continue our makan-makan over on facebook! When I'm at my new workplace, I might not have the time to update my blog (like I update it very often!).. hahaha.. but the least that I could do is to read blogs that are in my bloglist.
Doakan agar saya mengorak langkah ini dengan lebih bermakna dan di berkatiNya. Amiin.

P/s:
Pokku: if you're reading this, am sorry that i didnt get permission to add yr blog into my blogroll. i adore yr writings, your flair (and flare) and whatnot! i've enjoyed reading yr blog (and the entire family) eversince i got to know didi's blog. (didi & I were together from ypm bangi to mcc ktn). she flew to the states (and I broke my wings.. hehe). keep up the good work & keep us sane.

Tanty: am still following your blog, couldnt leave comments coz I lost my google's p/word (alasan yg konkrit sebab malah nulis!).. hah ha h.. I wish you every hapiness in this world. Eat the right food so that you will stay healthy. Love you lots!

Anisz: after dunno how many months, now I can tag you after you tagged me, but in which blog u tagged me?.. hahahha.. tu la.. saopo suruh ado banyok2 blog.. dale duk sibuk2.. dunno which one doh.. miss sensei... i'm looking fwd for ICOT 2009, coming?

2 comments:

Maria said...

salam kak... tanty doakan agar kak akan dapat yang terbaik dlm hidup.. Ingat Allah selau walau di mana berada dan dalam keadaan apa sekalipun... luvya...

anisz said...

i think i tagged u in my aniszcenna's
aku dah inform boss aku about dat ICOT thingy....

sorry ler.. only today aku mai sini...